I am a free spirit

I am a free spirit
And I’m coming to acknowledge something that I was already aware about for a while now…I like to be by myself; I like to be alone. My soul longs to be on the open road and exploring. Every time I daydream about running away, being on the shore, or in the woods, I’m always daydreaming myself all alone. I don’t think it’s a bad thing. I mean of course I’d love for my friends to be there with me too, but there’s something about being alone that can just complete me.It sounds weird.
PRight now, I’d love to be on a hike admiring the changing colors of autumn. This may sounds silly but I’ve always wished that I could’ve had the teenage years Hanging out with the friends daily at the beach, on the boardwalk, biking around, shopping in the mall, blasting music..you know, being free. That’s what I have always wanted. Perhaps I still wouldn’t mind it. Actually, if I could I’d do it in a heartbeat. I am discovering that I am a free spirit and now I just want to be free, without a care in the world. I want to live.
yess.. i realize thath :)
i can hide the pain & make others think that i can move on but i can never deny the truth that the person who failed and hurt me, is still the same person i wish to love me

why do we miss a person ?

it's eithe because we realize that we never treasured the moment when they were always there and it left us wishing we could turn back time again or we were too happy with them, we enjoy every moment, that we became so used to the idea to having them around

No one :(

“It’s so sad that no one writes down the things we go through, and even worse.
no one will ever know about it, no one will ever see or hear about it, no one will ever be able to restore.”

3 solutions to every problems

1. accept it
2. change it
3. leave it

if you can't accept it, change it
if you can't change it, leave it

or PRETEND it if you strong :d
doing what you like = freedom
liking what you do = happiness


"Does he still need me? Does he still care?"

How can you said that? How can I  didn't think about it?

I thought you're not sorry..

gelaskin

GelaSkins are a Unique overlay for your iPod, iphone, Laptops or other iPhone accessories. GelaSkins are re positionable and scratch resistant protection. If you own an iPhone or iPod you know how badly they get scratched and the fingerprints are always a bother.
Don’t be confused the GelaSkin overlay is not just some sticker that goes over your phone. This is style infused 3M technology at it’s best.
Gelaskins sent over one of its new skins. Peel 'n' stick covers cut from sheets of 3M Controltac, it goes on easily—not so sticky that it's hard to reposition or push out air bubbles, but sticky enough not to peel when you rub your thumb against the edge. Print quality is excellent, though the glossy surface reveals the underlying material's gridded texture. It's apparently the same stuff that corporate car fleet decals are made from. And while some cuts come with sheets for both sides (such as the Kindle skin), the laptop ones are one-sided. The 11" MacBook Air, for example, has no vents or licensing info underneath and could have done with a "side B" skin so that the whole laptop is protected. That said, this is a relatively inexpensive way to make your computer gear safe from basic scratches and scuffs without adding weight or size: hard to go wrong, given that you can upload your own designs. 


You can find Gealskins online at http://www.gelaskins.com

quote of today


The word "hijab" or "ḥijāb"  refers to both the head covering traditionally worn by Muslim women and modest Muslim styles of dress in general

The Qur'an instructs both Muslim men and women to dress in a modest way.
The clearest verse on the requirement of the hijab is surah 24:30–31, asking women to draw their khimār over their bosoms.
And say to the believing women that they should lower their gaze and guard their modesty; that they should not display their beauty and ornaments except what (must ordinarily) appear thereof; that they should draw their khimār over their bosoms and not display their beauty except to [...] (Qur'an 24:31)
In the following verse, Muslim women are asked to draw their jilbab over them (when they go out), as a measure to distinguish themselves from others, so that they are not harassed. Surah 33:59 reads:
Those who harass believing men and believing women undeservedly, bear (on themselves) a calumny and a grievous sin. O Prophet! Enjoin your wives, your daughters, and the wives of true believers that they should cast their outer garments over their persons (when abroad): That is most convenient, that they may be distinguished and not be harassed. [...] (Qur'an 33:58–59)

The hijab is a relatively new phenomenon in Indonesia. Even before Western influence, most Indonesian women (especially Javanese) rarely covered their hair except when praying, and even then the hair was only loosely covered by a transparent cloth. Young females may also elect to wear the hijab publicly to avoid unwanted low-class male attention and molestation and thus display their respectability as "good Muslim girls": that is, they are not "easy" conquests

The sole exception where jilbab is mandatory is in Aceh Province. This Acehnese Hukum Syariahand the reputedly over-bearing "Morality Police" who enforce its (Aceh-only) mandatory public wearing are the subject of fierce debate.

I want to be a better muslim(ah), simple as that.



I want to be a better muslim(ah), simple as that.
I want my imaan to be high and my gaze lowered. My voice clear and my speech decent. I want to look modest, to be modest. I want to feel Allah’s presence all around me and to have fear of sinning. I want to worship Him all the time and be of good character. I feel I failed Him, I feel I failed at my life’s purpose and I’m scared. I’m going to keep on fighting anyway. Since I’m still breathing, I will keep on going. I love Him more than anything and I want to be free from this dunya and all that is in it. Let Him take over. Do what I have to do, be what I am supposed to beInsha’Allah.

subhanallah


i love Allah, i love Earth

i'm falling in love with instagram





Instagram is a free photo sharing application developed by Kevin Systrom and Mike Krieger designed for use on Apple iOS mobile devices. The application, which is compatible with any iPhone or iPod Touch running iOS 3.1.2 or above, allows users to share their photos after applying a variety of effects or filters. Users can share photos through the Instagram app or using a variety of other social networking products such as Facebook, Twitter, Foursquare, Tumblr, and Posterous.
Instagram, in an homage to both the Kodak Instamatic and Polaroid cameras, reformats photos into a square shape. This is in contrast to the 3:2 aspect ratio normally used by the iOS device cameras.

a fun & quirky way to share your life with friends through a series of pictures. Snap a photo, then choose a filter to transform the look and feel of the shot into a memory to keep around forever.
i love instagram, come and join with instagram, don't forget to seacrh follow me "ghaisavd "


~ghaisaVD

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